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Aug. 25th, 2020 12:20 amWhat do you do when you have all the ideas in the world , you fantasise about them and you’re excited about them, but when you actually have to write you just stare at the screen?-.-
I recently realised I’m blocked partly because I feel the difference from last year, when I joined so many fests and it made me write so many fics. At the same time, I realised most of the times they were rushed fics to meet the deadlines and that I would have wanted to work on more. So, this year I decided to join less fests and that made me write fics I like more but I also constantly feel as if I’m ‘getting behind’ or ‘worse’ compared to last year.
wow this is a mess and I’m rambling but it’s a nagging thought... I keep looking at my ao3 with disappointment towards myself😅. Ugh, sorry y’all, I guess I needed it off my chest.